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alt_sinistra) wrote2013-04-03 10:56 pm
alt_sinistra) wrote2013-04-03 10:56 pm
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Private message to Raz and Tosha
I don’t know. About tonight, I mean.
I am telling myself it was forward progress, of a sort. (And it was lovely to see Poppy and Minerva, and to be able to talk properly to Pomona without Madam Pinkness looming down our necks.)
I’m sorry I was so quiet. I just...
I didn’t want to say the wrong thing. And I’m still so very raw about some of it, it seemed rather too likely. On the one hand, it’s good that Septima and Horace are both ready to help do something. But did it have to take them so long? (Or require that it affect their pet students before they bothered? And now I'm being unfair, only I'm not.)
And I - did I miss some undercurrent, or did we really not get anywhere terribly new? Beyond maybe a few more ways to petition the Board to take some action, and a little more solidarity on whatever the next horrible thing she proposes is?
Ugh. Sorry. I needn’t rehash.
(Raz, love, will be down to bed shortly, which will help immensely. But I’m thinking I should plan yet another long walk tomorrow and see if I can get some of my irritation at the rest of the world to smooth out more.)
I am telling myself it was forward progress, of a sort. (And it was lovely to see Poppy and Minerva, and to be able to talk properly to Pomona without Madam Pinkness looming down our necks.)
I’m sorry I was so quiet. I just...
I didn’t want to say the wrong thing. And I’m still so very raw about some of it, it seemed rather too likely. On the one hand, it’s good that Septima and Horace are both ready to help do something. But did it have to take them so long? (Or require that it affect their pet students before they bothered? And now I'm being unfair, only I'm not.)
And I - did I miss some undercurrent, or did we really not get anywhere terribly new? Beyond maybe a few more ways to petition the Board to take some action, and a little more solidarity on whatever the next horrible thing she proposes is?
Ugh. Sorry. I needn’t rehash.
(Raz, love, will be down to bed shortly, which will help immensely. But I’m thinking I should plan yet another long walk tomorrow and see if I can get some of my irritation at the rest of the world to smooth out more.)