Yes, quite. Mostly, I am aiming for getting through the next week and a half, first. One thing at a time.

On my worry - honestly, I don't quite know how to put it into words. He does get frustrated about not being able to protect me (and this YPL business is particularly hard that way, because they brought our relationship into it.)

But it's also that - well, as I said, I know what he's done. And he doesn't seem that bothered by Saturday.

Intellectually, I knew, he was scrupulous about telling me, and far more than I expected him to be, honestly. But I'm not sure in other ways, how I feel, if you see what I mean.