Private message to Raz

[alt_sinistra]

Dearest -

The talk with Dai, well, we are talking again finally, so that’s progress. Took an awful lot of yelling (more me than him) though. Hurrah for the amazing powers of sheer bloody-minded stubbornness, I guess.

Still at the Guild - Georg’s plying me with coffee and comets, and he says he’ll walk me home when I’m ready. Could be another hour or three, since I may as well check a few things in the library while I’m here. (And is that the first time I’ve actually called Spence home? Might be.)

And love? This argument, it made it so very clear how you’ve changed me for the better. Thank you for that and your patience.

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[alt_rabastan]

I'm pretty sure that I'm allowed to put you on a pedastal now, and then for at least a year after the honeymoon (the "honeymoon phase," yeah?). And then, shortly thereafter, I'm mean to find all sorts of flaws that I never saw in you before, which I shall lament about to my mates while getting pissed on ale. So no worries, we'll get there eventually.

That new found sure-footedness you've got is just as much a product of navigating new and different social circles as it is a product of my influence. Reckon that's just what happens when you leave the tower. Now, credit for getting you to leave the tower- that I'll take.

Come home when you can.

[alt_sinistra]

Also please take credit for getting me to laugh, would you?

(Though I do hope we can avoid some of the less pleasant parts of the post-honeymoon-phase. Some of them seem so very unappealing. I am perhaps naive here.)

I think I'm not explaining very well, too, but that's all right. It'll keep. Just, today, made me think, over and over, about using the right tool, the right way, in the right moment. All the things you've taught me about wands, and words, and presence, and reacting. See? Explaining badly, I'm sure.

Anyway, I am nearly done here, and I'll get Georg to walk me back. Half an hour maybe?