A pause

[alt_sinistra]

It seems somehow impossible that it’s April already, and yet this has been such a very busy year, given our visitors at Hogwarts. I’m in New London now, looking forward to a bit of a break, after a few necessary tasks get crossed off my list.

I did get in an unexpectedly long walk before my meetings started this morning, and felt much better for it afterwards. It was nice to have a change of pace - along shop windows and parks, rather than the Black Lake or the grounds - too. Always helps me think, a good walk.

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Private message to Raz

[alt_sinistra]

Raz,

I don’t like fighting with you one bit. And especially not about that wedding, of all stupid things.

I’m sorry. For a lot of things. For being so touchy last night. This week. Longer. For leaving so early this morning (I was sure I’d say something unforgiveable entirely unfair if I didn’t.) For handling things so badly.

Can we fix this? If you’re not entirely fed up and done with me.

It’s not just the workload (though you’re right it’s a problem) but figuring out how to talk about the rest has taken me weeks. I think I’m ready now, to do it right and fair and not make things even worse.

Just .. can I get through these meetings first? My head’s spinning trying to keep everything straight, and dealing with Stint isn’t helping.

Sorry.