Fear not: I will keep you briefed. I could hardly do less for my right-hand-woman on this campaign, after all! (I can imagine the face you are making. Yes, little star, my metaphors may be somewhat inappropriate, but all levity aside, if we are to draw our line past which we will not allow Dolores to cross, it is comforting to know I am not alone in the fight.)
And I out of everyone will not mock your flickers and shadows: my own have proven quite useful of late. If you would like me to talk you through the remembering again the way I did last night, you know where to find me. The meditation techniques in the book I gave you might help, but for chasing down shadows, a guide's voice is often more helpful -- well, you've seen the value of it already. If your intuition is telling you there is more to be run to ground, it might be worth a try. At very least you might want to try explaining the topic of your thoughts to me: I achieved the bulk of my own realisation when briefing Lucius over breakfast, for instance. There is something about forcing yourself to lay things out neatly for another that often prompts the connections one cannot achieve on one's own.
Meanwhile: Reading tone and nuance through the lines of these journals is damnably hard, but if I am not mistaken, you are still somewhat out of sorts. Are the past two weeks still weighing on you? I would offer my couch and my shoulder tomorrow evening, but you no doubt have plans already, it being Tuesday, and Wednesday and Thursday are a bear for us both, but say the word and I will find the time for you, or create it no matter the cost.
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Re: Private Message to Aurora Sinistra
Date: 2012-11-20 03:49 am (UTC)And I out of everyone will not mock your flickers and shadows: my own have proven quite useful of late. If you would like me to talk you through the remembering again the way I did last night, you know where to find me. The meditation techniques in the book I gave you might help, but for chasing down shadows, a guide's voice is often more helpful -- well, you've seen the value of it already. If your intuition is telling you there is more to be run to ground, it might be worth a try. At very least you might want to try explaining the topic of your thoughts to me: I achieved the bulk of my own realisation when briefing Lucius over breakfast, for instance. There is something about forcing yourself to lay things out neatly for another that often prompts the connections one cannot achieve on one's own.
Meanwhile: Reading tone and nuance through the lines of these journals is damnably hard, but if I am not mistaken, you are still somewhat out of sorts. Are the past two weeks still weighing on you? I would offer my couch and my shoulder tomorrow evening, but you no doubt have plans already, it being Tuesday, and Wednesday and Thursday are a bear for us both, but say the word and I will find the time for you, or create it no matter the cost.
Yours,
T