We'll see about Dad, then. (I think Rachel unnerves him a bit, so it's probably between Alice, Charlie, and you.)
Thank you. I feel so odd about some of it. Mum included Harry yesterday, didn't warn me she was going to. And that helped a bit, because it's been sort of awkward and feeling like other people had a lot more - well, like I should shut up about it.
The story I told was being down in the kitchen at Spence, one of the first times I cooked there, and him and Raz sitting there and trying things as I made them (and of course I went overboard, like you do, when you have people who will try lots of things.) And realising in the middle of it that Harry hadn't ever really had that kind of home, and wanting to make it keep happening, again and again.
Raz didn't either, really.
Anyway. Evelyn came up and she managed to track down marzipan for me, and there were stars, and that helped with all the other memories that keep coming up.
And Orion and Andie, well. Different. Orion was buried in Mysteries most of the time anyway, and we hadn't been that close. (I mean, I loved him, but not like it would be if it were Storm, or even Theo these days).
And Andie dying is horrible, but there's so many horrible stories here, and at least with her it's clear she made the choice to try and save other people (and did) and that matters to me, even if it doesn't apparently help Di.
I'm sorry about your arm. Still exceedingly glad you're not dead, I was so worried for a bit.
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Date: 2015-05-21 12:54 pm (UTC)Thank you. I feel so odd about some of it. Mum included Harry yesterday, didn't warn me she was going to. And that helped a bit, because it's been sort of awkward and feeling like other people had a lot more - well, like I should shut up about it.
The story I told was being down in the kitchen at Spence, one of the first times I cooked there, and him and Raz sitting there and trying things as I made them (and of course I went overboard, like you do, when you have people who will try lots of things.) And realising in the middle of it that Harry hadn't ever really had that kind of home, and wanting to make it keep happening, again and again.
Raz didn't either, really.
Anyway. Evelyn came up and she managed to track down marzipan for me, and there were stars, and that helped with all the other memories that keep coming up.
And Orion and Andie, well. Different. Orion was buried in Mysteries most of the time anyway, and we hadn't been that close. (I mean, I loved him, but not like it would be if it were Storm, or even Theo these days).
And Andie dying is horrible, but there's so many horrible stories here, and at least with her it's clear she made the choice to try and save other people (and did) and that matters to me, even if it doesn't apparently help Di.
I'm sorry about your arm. Still exceedingly glad you're not dead, I was so worried for a bit.