Private message to Raz
Dec. 27th, 2011 11:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Raz, love. Thank you again for being so careful caring with me the last week, in every possible way. I can’t begin to tell you how much that’s mattered.
But in that spirit, well.
I adore the new telescope: truly, it’s exactly the thing I’d been wanting since I knew that the new line was coming out, it’s everything I hoped and more, and I’m so looking forward to digging into new research with it. But at the same time, I know perfectly welljust how much what it cost.
And you know I can’t ever reciprocate a gift like that, don’t you? No matter how much I want to, and I do, I can’t come close to doing something like that, or that casually. And while I know things are different for you, it’s hard to receive something like that, andI should have turned it down, and I just couldn’t
Am I making any sense?
The pendant is lovely too, and I can’t stop reaching up to touch it, and think of you. And such a perfect design, making me think of all the orbits and circles and patterns.
Thank you, love, for a Christmas far beyond my wildest dreams. The time together and your love would have been more than enough, truly. (And still New Year’s weekend to look forward to!)
But in that spirit, well.
I adore the new telescope: truly, it’s exactly the thing I’d been wanting since I knew that the new line was coming out, it’s everything I hoped and more, and I’m so looking forward to digging into new research with it. But at the same time, I know perfectly well
And you know I can’t ever reciprocate a gift like that, don’t you? No matter how much I want to, and I do, I can’t come close to doing something like that, or that casually. And while I know things are different for you, it’s hard to receive something like that, and
Am I making any sense?
The pendant is lovely too, and I can’t stop reaching up to touch it, and think of you. And such a perfect design, making me think of all the orbits and circles and patterns.
Thank you, love, for a Christmas far beyond my wildest dreams. The time together and your love would have been more than enough, truly. (And still New Year’s weekend to look forward to!)
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Date: 2011-12-27 05:41 pm (UTC)And you're quite right that it'll remind me of you. Not that I really need that much help - you are quite memorable, after all.
Oh. One odd thing, just because you hear different gossip than I do. Do you have any idea why Pomona's in such a mood this morning? She sent me a tight little note earlier asking me to check on the house today for sure, as she wasn't sure she'd be able. I don't think it's anything to do with me, or with the house, but I can't think why else.
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Date: 2011-12-27 05:47 pm (UTC)I might hear different gossip, but I must say it's rarely anything to do with Pomona Sprout. So no, can't help you there love.
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Date: 2011-12-27 05:52 pm (UTC)As to Pomona, just thought I'd ask, as there's always a chance you overheard something I missed. Call it practice in talking to you about things on my mind, anyway.